about me:
If only the world could see what I feel
then, would the world, know who I am
I've loved, lost and feared the world
for it is sometimes too much to bare
Control, power, is what I fear
for I am weak inside and full of pain
I shout and cry, but knowing
there is nobody there to hear me
I swallow the shame and anger
that lies beneath me
I am lost to reality and living in time
Though I am struggling through life
and all that it offers, I am only human
and that is what makes me . . . Me.
Still, I wish for the happiness and pleasure
that I have earned, but realize that, I have
not yet overcome the world's greatest challenge
Love! and how to accept it -
I am ready to face my fears
++++++++++++++++++++++++
why .................
When the life became a puzzle
I tried to solve, found i am alone
Tears roll down from my eyes
Loneliness crept through my heart
I searched through the corridors of life
For a hand that hold me tight
I wandered like a shadow
With wounded heart and soul
I walked through the bitterness
Thorns pricked my bare foot
Blood tickled down
Life became an endless trail
I wanted to ran away
Thoughts sprung up like devils
I began to like the darkness of forests
The endeavoring silence of night
The icy coldness of mist
And i became the enchanted woods
I wished the darkness may fall
To scrub my pains away
I climbed the steps of life
No one was there to find my WHY
But still i walked through the pains
With the vale of sorrows beside me
But WHY? Solely in search of WHY
The WHY which I asked for a while
That WHY which I adorned
The WHY which told me to LIVE……………
+++++++++++++++++++++++
The clock is ticking... itz not too close but it ain't too far as well...one of the most darkest truth and D daring fact of life..Some day .. One Day you will die.. i will die...share your feelings about death .. without any idea that when will death knock you door..
I pull back into the mists of my mind
My heart sinks deep in my chest
Broken, shattered, attempting to heal
I resign that I do not want to feel
The scars of my wounds turn to bone
The light in me shielded from view
I journey through life
Seeking out meanings
Stumbling through the dark
Yearning for the unattainable touch
I give up my foolish quest
And freefall in the darkness
Of my emotion
This solitude an odd comfort
And in this comfort my realization is made
As in life
We are in death
Alone .........
cant xpalin the pain in this heart moreover the lonliness without her i knw she cant be mine never but cant forget her even cant make anyone else take her place ......................
she's gone forever she dont even knw tht there is someone dying for her can u imagine the pain???????????????????
I have been hurted to death - already been left by everyone all alone right here. It kills me deep within, come and save me. All the pain i have been enduring until now, releif me now. Please, hurt me no more. I can't keep holding the hopes no longer, i'm gonna die now. Please, hurt me Nomore.
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IS TANHA KO TANHA NA KAROO AB TANHAYI SAY DAR LAGTA HAI ,
EK HI THA DIL MARA JO TOOT GAYA AB DIL LAGANAY SAY DAAR LAGTA HAI ,
AB AADAT SI HOO GAHI HAI KUSH RAHNAY KI AB ROONAY SAY DAAR LAGTA HAI,
JAB TAK THI TUM MARAY PAAS ZINGADI SAY MOHABBAT THI HUM KO AB TUMHARAY BAAD ZINDAGI SAY DAAR LAGTA HAI ,
SOOCHA THA RAHAY GAY AB DOSTO K SANG ,
EK DOST NAY DAGA KIA DIYA AB HUM KO DOST BANANAY SAY DAAR LAGTA HAI :(
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then, would the world, know who I am
I've loved, lost and feared the world
for it is sometimes too much to bare
Control, power, is what I fear
for I am weak inside and full of pain
I shout and cry, but knowing
there is nobody there to hear me
I swallow the shame and anger
that lies beneath me
I am lost to reality and living in time
Though I am struggling through life
and all that it offers, I am only human
and that is what makes me . . . Me.
Still, I wish for the happiness and pleasure
that I have earned, but realize that, I have
not yet overcome the world's greatest challenge
Love! and how to accept it -
I am ready to face my fears
++++++++++++++++++++++++
why .................
When the life became a puzzle
I tried to solve, found i am alone
Tears roll down from my eyes
Loneliness crept through my heart
I searched through the corridors of life
For a hand that hold me tight
I wandered like a shadow
With wounded heart and soul
I walked through the bitterness
Thorns pricked my bare foot
Blood tickled down
Life became an endless trail
I wanted to ran away
Thoughts sprung up like devils
I began to like the darkness of forests
The endeavoring silence of night
The icy coldness of mist
And i became the enchanted woods
I wished the darkness may fall
To scrub my pains away
I climbed the steps of life
No one was there to find my WHY
But still i walked through the pains
With the vale of sorrows beside me
But WHY? Solely in search of WHY
The WHY which I asked for a while
That WHY which I adorned
The WHY which told me to LIVE……………
+++++++++++++++++++++++
The clock is ticking... itz not too close but it ain't too far as well...one of the most darkest truth and D daring fact of life..Some day .. One Day you will die.. i will die...share your feelings about death .. without any idea that when will death knock you door..
I pull back into the mists of my mind
My heart sinks deep in my chest
Broken, shattered, attempting to heal
I resign that I do not want to feel
The scars of my wounds turn to bone
The light in me shielded from view
I journey through life
Seeking out meanings
Stumbling through the dark
Yearning for the unattainable touch
I give up my foolish quest
And freefall in the darkness
Of my emotion
This solitude an odd comfort
And in this comfort my realization is made
As in life
We are in death
Alone .........
cant xpalin the pain in this heart moreover the lonliness without her i knw she cant be mine never but cant forget her even cant make anyone else take her place ......................
she's gone forever she dont even knw tht there is someone dying for her can u imagine the pain???????????????????
I have been hurted to death - already been left by everyone all alone right here. It kills me deep within, come and save me. All the pain i have been enduring until now, releif me now. Please, hurt me no more. I can't keep holding the hopes no longer, i'm gonna die now. Please, hurt me Nomore.
************************
IS TANHA KO TANHA NA KAROO AB TANHAYI SAY DAR LAGTA HAI ,
EK HI THA DIL MARA JO TOOT GAYA AB DIL LAGANAY SAY DAAR LAGTA HAI ,
AB AADAT SI HOO GAHI HAI KUSH RAHNAY KI AB ROONAY SAY DAAR LAGTA HAI,
JAB TAK THI TUM MARAY PAAS ZINGADI SAY MOHABBAT THI HUM KO AB TUMHARAY BAAD ZINDAGI SAY DAAR LAGTA HAI ,
SOOCHA THA RAHAY GAY AB DOSTO K SANG ,
EK DOST NAY DAGA KIA DIYA AB HUM KO DOST BANANAY SAY DAAR LAGTA HAI :(
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